i noticed there's something wrong with my body. i don't eat a lot but i just keep getting FATTER!!! argh. damn my metabolism rate. why couldn't it be faster? i always envy those people with extremely high metabolism rate (i.e. ong caleb). if only i had a higher metabolism rate then i would be able to enjoy and indulge in whatever i eat. =x

anyway, i just remembered that i had a nightmare. no, in fact it was 2 nightmares consecutively. well, you might think that it's normal for people to dream twice in a row but there's something weird about my nightmares. what made me so worried is that both if them were about SPIDERS! let me recall what i had dreamt of.

okay, the first nightmare depicted me walking around some weird room. (couldn't really 'see' the background) then all of a sudden, millions of tiny spiders just came rushing out of nowhere! these spiders all had tiny legs and a greenish, reddish colour and it made me literally jumped out of bed. eeewww. the thought of it already makes me feel like puking.

i went back to sleep straight after, thinking it was just my mind pulling some tricks on me. but who knows, my subconscious state of mind would continue to make a fool out of me. i dreamt that i came into a room, with a greyish (blurred) background and there was someone sleeping on a bed. when i leaned to take a closer look, i saw a huge (and i mean HUGE) tarantula!!! but the funny thing was that the tarantula was grey in colour. weird huh.

well, i woke up and finally decided that enough was enough. so i just switched on my laptop and began searching for information regarding dreams and spiders. so, guess what i've found.

(these sources were taken from dream2live.com) 'In African fables, spiders are depicted and characterized as devious and tricky. Even in modern western society we associate spiders with trickery.'

(come into my parlor, said the spider to the fly. Our web of deceit. The tangled webs we weave).

'This is most likely because spiders lure and ensnare their prey. If you are dreaming about spiders, there is a possibility that your dream is warning you that you may be tangled up in a web of deceit. Take a good look at those around you, especially those in whom you have put your trust.'


photo courtesy of globalpsychics.com


scary, isn't it?

I AM HAPPY!

well, not because weicai went AWOL but i managed to burn away some carbs last night!

actually, was just rotting away at home in the day as usual. watching tv, listening to songs, playing games, EATING. and i realised i got so fat that it's irritating me already. SO, while weicai was missing for the whole day, i decided to ask guanhua out for a jog at 2245. ran like a dog for half an hour then went to the fitness corner to do push ups, sit ups and pull ups. oh gosh, now my body's aching all over!

but it's okay, i WILL persevere and try to do it everyday. almost. haha. i really need to get myself fit in time for enlistment if not i'll just die inside with all the tough training regimes my friends in Tekong have been telling me. urgh~ i wish h1n1 could help me stop enlistment. haha!

so, today's another day of lying at home. no programs, no friends. so sad. but i guess i might go for a run again later. okay, i seriously need to go shopping in town!! maybe next week then. cos i'll get my gst rebate on wednesday! yay! oh~ can't wait to celebrate my birthday! haha.

Countdown To Armageddon: 15 days

just got the news in the morning that Michael Jackson aka The King of Pop has passed away. he died of a cardiac arrest at his home, aged 50 after complaining of feeling unwell the night before.

let us send our deepest condolences to the man who created history by producing countless no.1 hits of our time, entertaining people and warming the hearts of everyone on earth.

MICHAEL JACKSON
you'll always be remembered as The King of Pop and more. thank you for all the wonderful songs you've given us. you'll forever be in our hearts.

my blog has finally gotten a new facelift!

and with this new blogskin, i guess it's time for a new beginning?

after 6 months of hell, now i just hope i could stand up and be the happy and cheerful Desmond i once was.

18 more days to NS life and botak head. gosh, i really didn't realise that time had just flew past me like an F16. now i really need to get myself prepared for this journey every man in Singapore must take. haha.

on a lighter note, my 21st birthday's coming in 15 days!!! hope i'll get every opportunity to celebrate with my friends, family and all the people i love! YAY! however, i still don't know what to do for my birthday! should i book a chalet and invite everyone or just meet them in cliques? urgh~ somebody help me!

anyway i just came back from phuket! went there for 4 days and did lotsa fun stuff! okay i know what you're thinking about, but nope! none of that kinda stuff! =p but it was still a very valuable experience though! there're still so many places i've yet to go! but it's okay, i'll conquer them someday! =x

courtesy of Yahoo! image.

oh, i started reading this book recently and it's called The Wheel of Time. sounds cool eh? haha. it's some kinda fantasy novel which is very much like LOTR except that it has got 11 books out in stores already? i'm still on the first book though. =x but it's okay, someday i'll finish reading them all. hee.

okay, i promise i'll try to update as often as i can alright? cos i'm enlisting soon so i might update once a week or something? haha. but if you're reading this, be back for more okay? ;) right now, i'm gonna go to bed already. so tired after meeting chiachen and gang! haha. but it's worth the time and effort! =) goodnight people! take care and god bless!