once again, i'm back. these past few days have been so busy! new year, work, play, out! woo~

i really wanna talk about it but ya, there were just so much fun that even words couldn't describe it. i can only say that it's the best new year i've had in a VERY long time. haha. thank god for letting it all happen. =)

tomorrow's work again but ya, the money's gonna flow in like water!! and i can shop till i drop soon! oh by the way i wish this term's holidays would continue forever cos i don't wanna change class and get separated from my wonderful tb25!! guess i'll really miss them alot. =( but ya, wish everyone a very successful year ahead and strive hard in whatever all of you do. haha. we'll still hang out yeah? promised.

so now i've to go hit the sack already. take care people, don't let the greatest moment pass by just like that ya? =)

love is all i need..

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! yup, the year of the boar/pig is here and i wish everyone a happy and properous year ahead!!

ok, had my reunion dinner and came back home..i'm staying up the whole night for the sake of the superstitious belief to actually bring longevity to my parents. haha. i bet lots of people are staying up too. but i feel so sleepy now. =x

anyway i'm just bored now and there's nothing for me to do except to blog. but i don't think i'll blog for long cos i feel like doing something else. no idea what is it but ya, just something else. haha.

so ya, in a few hours time i'll be heading over to my relatives' house and i hope there'll be tonnes of ang baos waiting for me!!! can't wait already. =p oh ya, to whoever's reading this, take some time to think about how to make your life more fulfilling ok? and use your time to really make someone happy. as the 9pm show always say, love is often seen as happiness. so to be able to bring happiness to someone, that'll mean that you love them. =)

yup, random i know. but not harm thinking about it right? haha. got to go now!!! bye~

alright i'm back after mia-ing for 3 days. well, what can i say? the past 3 days was like a rollercoaster ride.

studied for ob on wednesday night all the way till 615am. thanks for the company. appreciate it. =) woke up at 645 and got ready for school. the paper was rather easy considering the fact that i didn't understand a single word when shaun and celest recited the notes at the canteen before the paper. and when i saw the paper everything just came back to my mind. thank god!

after that was the celebration of freedom! went to town with tb 25, the best class ever and yup, i left halfway and boy, i felt really weird for the first meeting. kinda shy, with butterflies in my stomach. heh. anyway there was nothing to do other than roaming around town and talking. with my boring character i doubt i left a good impression. watched epic movie and i must say it's really a dumb show. it was really short but i guess the link up of the different movies was quite impressive. 2.5/5 stars for that. i wanna watch ghost rider!!! too bad i gave it a miss when justin and gang went to watch it. but yup, it's worth it! didn't regret a single bit. oh ya, we waited for the stupid cab for almost an hour to get to geylang for frog porridge with the rest. and it was SUPER spicy and disgusting. although i didn't chew the frog but the thought of putting it in my mouth just gives me the creeps. haha. and clement told me that i had the frog's backbone when frogs actually don't have a backbone. -.- thanks ah. hur.

went for a geylang field trip and had tonnes of fun! with all the jokes and laughter, i guess it was the best moment for me in a very long time. thanks everyone. all of you made my day! and yup, stayed out through the night, talked and sang and had so much fun. but seriously it wasn't about the fun that made me happy, it was the company. once again, thank you. let's hope something good will happen. heh. reached home only at 6plus am, washed up and went to bed straight away. i'm amazed at myself for being able to still walk straight without sleep for over 30 hours. haha.

woke up only at 3pm today and yup, stayed at home. i'm bored stiff now but well, guess tomorrow'll be a better day. we're playing soccer at nie!!! it's not confirmed yet but i really wanna play!! oh ya, happy belated valentine's day and an advance gong xi fa cai for all out there! may you be happy always!

someday, i'm gonna run across your mind, wishing you could hold me tight.

alright an early post today. slept at 6plus am this morning and nearly woke up late for micro paper which is at 9. ended up taking cab to school but ya, couldn't finish studying. i think i screwed my microecons up, big time. now i can just hope that i don't fail. cos when i was in the stupid freezing exam hall my mind went blank for 45mins. and i just stoned and looked at the paper without even twitching a muscle. but i'm quite amazed that i could finish the paper on time. maybe what i wrote was all rubbish that's why. but the bottomline is, please pray that i pass! haha.

went to bukit timah market to have lunch. ate japanese curry rice, my FAVOURITE! went back to school and walked for a few rounds at the atrium and decided to come home. i was so tired that i think i slept like a pig in the bus. with my head tilted back and mouth wide opened! haha. and i slept till 6plus pm when i finally got home. just had my dinner and i'm gonna continue mugging later on. CIP!! i hate it but nonetheless it's important since my stats and econs are all gone cases already. so ya, have to study no matter what!

anyway i've yet to buy my new year clothes and clean up my room! so many things to do, so little time. grrr. nevermind, i think i shall learn the art of multi-tasking. heh. so yup, gotta go mug now! see ya!~

life is beautiful, no matter what they say..

alright i shall blog really quickly cos i need to study! well, just upgraded to the new blogger. no idea what is it but ya, just decided to give it a try.

today's paper was ok. at least i could finish it on time and still have about 5 mins to check the paper. but i'm doubting my answers to the questions but ya, who cares. anyway tomorrow's microecons paper! hope i'll pass. haha. oh by the way i hope this coming holidays would be an enjoyable one for me cos we're changing classes already so ya, i feel like booking a chalet. so maybe someone can give me some feedback? haha.

so ya, i know this post is extremely short, but ya. sorry for that cos i've to MUG now!!! bye~

ok, after a day of mia-ing, i'm finally back! yes, i know this sounds really unbelievable but i was studying! ok, here's how it goes.

i woke up early in the morning to meet jiquan and caleb to get justin's present. then searched every corner in town and finally managed to find a belt, a batman belt to be exact. it was a little expensive but i guess i should just keep the price to myself. haha.

met up with ml, dd, von, ven and rox on the way and headed down to justin's place in the evening. clem, shaun and jiv joined us and we had a really fun time at the birthday party. games, buffet, table soccer, basketball, movie and lastly, CAMWHORED! woo! i wish everyday could be like that. i bet everyone had a helluva fun time huh. =)

so it was stayover at dd's with jiquan after that. studied till about 4plus am. and had no choice but to go to sleep cos we were dead tired. went home and packed my room for the coming chinese new year, haven't done with the packing up though. but i guess i've got no time already cos now i'm at clem's place to study even more! have to mug till 4am again cos paper's only at 2pm tomorrow. so please, everyone wish me luck! your effort would be appreciated. hah. take care people. i've to go study!!!!

the weather today was fine and so am i. i must say that things are starting to get better now and i hope this would continue all the way.

returned home from clem's place in the afternoon and slacked for 2 hours. had driving, manual and auto transmission car. i think for manual i'm more or less ok already. just need to continue practising and i think everything would go well. but it has to depend on the examiner too. so ya, hope i'll get a good one.

well, for auto car it's like child's play cos the control isn't as tough as manual cars. and today when i was driving the auto car i was thinking about how convenient it would be if i were to drive an auto car to school. cos i won't be afraid of the morning's traffic jam and i can still enjoy the luxury of waking up later than usual. and i think i can pick people up along the way too. heh. that'll be really fun cos i don't have to get squeezed in the bus anymore.

by the way today's the release of the o level results and i heard this year's cohort did fairly well. there were 25 students in singapore who got 9A1s. so that means it's not bad already. so yup, congratulations to those who achieved good results but for those who didn't, don't be too sad. just persevere and strive harder in whatever you do when you embark on a new journey in life. good luck!

tomorrow's justin's birthday and i haven't gotten any clothes to wear!! i'm dead. meeting them in the afternoon and i think i'm probably gonna shop for my clothes. urgh. last minute shopping. oh and his present too. nevermind, hope i'll get one that he likes. i think i need to go get some rest now. damn tired. take care people. nights.

today was alright i guess. had driving simulator and auto car lesson. the simulator was rather fun but i felt giddy after that though. but overall it was fun cos it tested my reaction time and i think i was damn retarded. i actually hit a lorry and a car. =x

auto car was good cos i didn't need to worry about my gear and clutch. just need to concentrate on my speed and brake. which is easy. now i'm thinking of getting an auto car if i manage to pass my test. cos it'd be pointless to drive a manual car in singapore and i think i'll be frustrated if there were to be a traffic jam where i've to accelerate and brake countless of times. but that's IF i pass. so pray hard.

so after that i headed to clem's place with rox to study. did stats and i think i absorbed really fast. but it's down to whether i can sustain it and keep it in my head. so i guess i've to work doubly hard and finish everything within these few days. yeah. motivation please people. keep it coming. thanks!

by the way i'm still at clem's place. ya, i'm staying over and now we're taking a break. gonna continue later on till late. so i guess i've to use the time now to rest a little. take care people, i'm feeling a bit better now and ya, thanks for all the support. bye.

sigh. i seriously need to get myself into a mood to study very intensively. exams are in a few days and i don't know whether i'll be able to finish everything. but i have to, for the sake of myself, my family and everyone. i can't let anyone down. but at the same time i need motivation from someone, anyone. at least push me and encourage me to study. i'll be really grateful.

but ya, there's driving again tomorrow and i seriously hope nothing would go wrong. i'm the type of person who needs loads of encouragement and support, in a way i'm dependent. but that's just me and i hope people can take me for who i am and not try to change me. cos i don't wanna be changed. i wanna be myself.

seriously i was thinking whether to even blog today cos i don't really have the mood to. but ya, i still chose to blog something. at least i told myself not to neglect this blog anymore. and i promise i'll try to blog as often as possible. goodbye.

argh. just what the hell's wrong with everyone? or was it just me? sigh. i'm feeling really confused, extremely bad. and today's driving was the worst of my life. i had 3 consecutive lessons today and the first and last instructors were shit. i was damn pissed with them cos they were like, giving the impression that they didn't wanna teach anything and just hope to get their pathetic monthly salary by sitting inside a car. who do they think they are?

it's not that i don't respect instructors, but some instructors really don't deserve the respect that we students give. we paid so much money just so that we could learn how to drive properly and these bloody instructors were just lazing around and giving attitude. i swear i'm just gonna stick to my own instructor. if not i don't know what i would do to them.

sigh. at least the second one was the best i had for the entire course. he gave me tonnes of encourage and joked around with me. he even asked me to join his group and he would revise with me cos he said i have great potential in me and that i only need to polish up my skills to perfection. however, i've to pay an extra 5 bucks. should i or shouldn't i? yeah, i think i should. let's hope that he doesn't forget me.

anyway i'm really shagged after driving from 345 all the way till 925. and i learnt how to do parallel and vertical parking, s course and crank course, emergency braking, slope, directional change and three point turning. and i need to remember every procedure in order to do well for my test. well, i guess i just have to buck up and do some reading on it.

but first, i need to get my studies back on track first. i guess tomorrow i've to study before and after my dental appointment cos there isn't much time left. exams are in like six more days? sigh. i'm so dead. =(

i'm currently blogging at shaun's place now. a little weird cos i can't get inspirations on what to say. but whatever, i just have to come up with something.

well, i think i'm in deep shit now. yeah, nothing worst could ever happen to me. i think i'm just very annoying? a nuisance? and a dumbass who can't differentiate between reality and pure imagination? i don't know. i'm lost. yes, lost within my own feelings. every drop of immense desire is coursing through my veins and i just can't decide on what to do. sometimes i just wish i could kill myself. or let someone kill me. that'd be even better. at least it'll end my misery in a flash. and i can thank that person when i'm dead.

sigh. sorry, i can't continue anymore. take care people. so long..

yeah. man utd beat tottenham by 4-0! woo~ goals by cristiano ronaldo, nemanja vidic, paul scholes and ryan giggs made sure that chelsea still trails them by 6 points. haha. i'm sure many would've been a happy man like me. =)

i think cristiano ronaldo is getting better and better all the time. he scored a goal and provided an excellent assist and he won his bet with manager sir alex ferguson that he would score 15 goals this season. and the goal last night proved his current red hot form.

united were subjected to early scares by tottenham's impressive attacking play but edwin van der sar was ever so confident to rescue the red devils and continue their march to the premiership champions that had eluded them for four previous seasons.

so i wish them all the best for their very tough upcoming fixtures and may the title be awarded to them as soon as possible! haha. =D

anyway later i've got two driving lessons!! haha. and after that i'm staying over at shaun's place for intensive studying. woo~ buck up buck up!!! haha. Auf Wiedersehen!! (German for goodbye)

yeah!!! cheerios to singapore for winning the asean championships! with an overall scoreline of 3-2 over two legs, singapore has emerged victorious in a battle that was full of controversies and excitement. haha.

the match started off with the thais igniting waves and waves of attack towards singapore's defence and i must say they are a really good team. if it wasn't for lionel lewis' fantastic saves i think singapore would be down by 2 or 3 goals already. haha. actually i was particularly impressed with thailand's number 7, datsakorn thonglao. he was a constant threat in the middle of the field and the lions barely contained his creative passes and incredible vision for goal.

and as i expected, thailand scored first and datsakorn provided an audacious chip over aide iskandar for an opportunity for pipat thornkanya to score. and just when the match was looking to be decided by extra time, substitute khairul amri equalised with a miraculous solo effort! and that killed the game and secured victory for the lions..haha. so, thank you lions! we love you! =)

but that wasn't all. after the match was project superstar 2 and as expected as well, daren won! haha. actually i thought diya was good but i guess daren's charm won him the title. so congratulations to daren. hope you'll do singapore proud. haha.

so now it's man utd against tottenham! man utd please please please!! win! hahaha. i'll be roaring for you! woo~

alright i just woke up from my nap and i think it's been ages since i last had one. so yup, restored some much needed rest. heh.

so today was driving in the morning again. touched on the usual stuffs like u-turn, merging lanes and etc. and the instructor seriously didn't help matters with his weird sense of humour and his not-so-hostile attitude towards me. it just gave me the extra stress while i was driving. hur. well, i guess i can't say anything cos i'm supposed to follow my group instructor but ya, i couldn't book any slots early so had to get all the stupid last minute ones.

oh breakfast was after driving and i bought a curry puff, curry bun and a can of milo. yup, that's all i ate. haha. damn filling ok. then took bus home and watched heroes and decided to sleep through the afternoon. oh actually i felt like going out with someone/anyone but ya, no one wants to go out with me so i've to stay home and rot. but i guess it's not really a bad thing to stay at home today cos i can always watch tv. and today there's project superstar 2 grand finals, singapore vs thailand 2nd leg and man utd against tottenham! woo~ luckily i napped so i'll be able to stay late through the night! wee~

tomorrow's driving all the way and off i go to shaun's place for a stayover! haha. he's gonna give me some intensive micro lessons and we're gonna party! ok, maybe not to such extreme but ya, i think we'll have lotsa fun. =) so all the best to my studies! haha. au revoir~

why don't you and i..

i think i'm seriously on a high. i'm addicted to driving. yeah. after two back to back lessons today i believe i'm really into it already. it's like, the desire to cruise along the expressway and the feel of the steering wheel. it's really unbelievable. anyway i booked one lesson tomorrow and two lessons on monday and another one on friday. haha. i'm crazy. and i can go without food the whole day just for the sake of driving. haha.

ok so this is what i did today. played soccer with khai and friends. scored 3 goals!! woo~ hahaha. but i fell down and bled! it's ok, i didn't cry. =p i'm a big boy now. heh. then went straight down to bukit batok driving centre for some hardcore driving! by the way i did some crank course and s course today. oh slope too! hahaha. i bet i'll finish everything by the end of march! haha. anyway i've to finish it by 6th april so it doesn't make a difference.

i came straight home after that. haha. oh i realised that anything i eat makes a damn big difference in my weight. cos i weighed myself before and after my dinner and my gosh the difference was like 3 kgs? shit. i think i really have to cut down on what i eat. grr. i'm fat!! ok, i sound gay but nope i'm not. haha. i'm just more or less metrosexual. =x

alright. i think i'm gonna learn how to play mahjong from my grandma later. haha. adios!

today i felt kinda satisfied. know why? cos my driving instructors said i can drive quite well!! that's like the best thing you can ever hear from an instructor. haha. that alone instilled some much needed confidence in me so i'm gonna take more lessons from now on!!

anyway i think i really need a very good friend. like someone who can be there for/with me 24-7. i'll be really grateful if i could ever find someone like that. oh by the way valentine's coming soon. sigh. i'll be having my exams during that time. and even if i'm not, i don't have anyone as in ya, a girlfriend to spend it with either. well, maybe i should just become a bachelor. but i'm neither rich nor good-looking. how?? =(

so i guess i can only leave it to fate to decide what will happen huh. alright. i'm gonna go meet fate now. =x heh. nights people. have a good rest. i'm taking 2 driving lessons back to back tomorrow! cool balls~

school school school..yes, i'm alone in school now and this is the fourth day. (or is it the third?) whatever it is, school has become part and parcel of my life and i'm not ashamed to say that i love coming to school. even though i don't have classes, i'd still love to come to school! it's really a very nice environment to be in. i can do people watching when i'm bored and i can get food anywhere if i'm hungry. haha. ok, i'm crazy. owels~

so, i just finish editing some stuff on my laptop and now it looks really cool. abit like apple's mac actually. anyone interested to see it just approach me! it's free of charge! haha. anyway i had my driving lesson this morning and i must say that i did fairly well! the instructor was quite nice and he said that i just need to read up on the driving manual cos my technique's quite stable already. wee~ oh i booked another lesson this evening at 7.50pm and 2 lessons tomorrow starting from 1.50pm. i think i'm going nuts soon. the road signs, traffic lights and vehicles all cramped up in my head. and i'm feeling a little giddy now, cars revolving around my head. no idea why. but ya, i've to finish everything by 6th of april to prepare for my test on the 20th. i'm so dead!

by the way i'm looking forward to play soccer tomorrow! heh. can't wait can't wait. but first, i guess i've to study for my exams huh. yeah. better be going now. bubbye~

within the limitless sky, we're holding hands to fly..

let there be no boundaries, for when we meet..

good evening everyone. i'm back to my old self now. relieved? definitely. by the way i just randomly thought of the quote above, hope it doesn't sound weird. =x

so, today was in school alone again. then dd and ven came to find me cos they had to make up for snw and realised that there was no need for it already. so we slacked at the atrium for awhile and ven left for kap while dd waited for a friend. at least there's someone to accompany me. haha.

left school at around 5plus and went to bukit batok driving centre to top up my account. yes, i stopped for damn long and i guess it's time i resume my driving practices. so the next lesson would be tomorrow morning at 950. oh my gosh it's so early! sigh. no choice for me cos there're no other empty slots for me to take. and i'm really screwed cos there're no slots for the next two weeks too! so i've to wait till the end of feb to continue with the practices. argh.

anyway came home straight and watched tv till now. i'm beginning to turn to tv more cos i've nothing to do. haha. that's how boring life is for me. but i guess i could study more often cos i have all the tips i need. heh. thanks to all the great lecturers!! may we meet again but not in your classes. =p anyway, watched american idol and was really touched by this man who's 64 years old. his wife had cancer and passed away two days before the audition so he decided to enter the auditions and dedicated it to his late wife. it's so touching that paula abdul cried and ya, i've to admit that i actually teared. and i will never forget that after his audition, he said 'i'm a winner'. yes, he deserved a standing ovation. =')

oh by the way man utd won watford this morning by a scoreline of 4-0! woo~ i guess the match was exhilarating but too bad i was in my dreamland so i missed the match! but i'm still happy that man u won! and as i expected, the newspapers are full of reports on the refereeing of the match between singapore and thailand. haha. but seriously i pity the referee cos i watched the tv replay of the penalty on television yesterday and i feel that it wasn't the ref's fault cos from his position and point of view, he made the right call. so, if only he was on the opposite direction, he wouldn't be able to see what happened clearly. and to make matters worse, he didn't have any sophisticated technology to assist him and the linesmen couldn't do anything about it either. so yup, i really pity the ref and feel that even though he made a wrong decision, the thais really shouldn't have walked off the pitch just like that. but still, credit to mustafic fahruddin for scoring that very tensed and vital penalty to bring advantage to singapore! =)

and i've found this song which is really nice. i love rock and alternatives!! hahaha. so yup, i'll put it up so please refer to the right to listen to the song. thank you. so i'll take my leave now and may all be good tonight. haha. what am i saying? nevermind. bye!~