yup. so the scoreline between the lions and thailand is 2-1. a BIG round of applause for singapore!! *CLAPS

anyway i think tomorrow's newspapers are gonna be flooded with lots of controversies over this game and most notably the penalty being awarded to singapore by the malaysian referee. but i must admit that he's really admirable for standing by his decision when the thais boycotted the game and left the field in order to protest about the penalty. and although i'm very pissed off with the thais i still have to give them credit for putting up an admirable display of attacking football.

hope that everything will go smoothly for singapore when they visit the thais this coming sunday. good luck!

talk to me..i'll be waiting..

ok i'm watching channel 5's replay of singapore vs. malaysia and waiting for the finals later. reached home quite early today, i think it was about 4 plus..then realised nobody was at home and i didn't bring my keys. so i had to wait outside for an hour.

can't wait for the match to start. urgh. and i'm still not feeling any better. nevermind. guess i shall just post this song for fun then. by the way, go lions go!

ok, here i am alone again at the atrium. as usual, i'm listening to i believe except that this time it's the project superstar version. got to know of it from qixin yesterday. the song was not bad actually. cos i was able to reach the guy's pitch of the song. so yup, i guess i'm gonna learn how to sing it.

had ob revision lecture just now and lunched with my classmates. i think some of them are at the library now but ya, i just chose to remain here alone. anyway i think i'm gonna start studying after this post. sigh. i've to learn how to grow up already. i know i'm really childish and i act like a stupid 14 year old even though i'm turning 19 in five month's time. i just hope that everything would turn out perfectly as i want to.

so ya, nothing much to blog about. just that i'm still emo and i think it became worst. which is not good. sigh. guess i gotta go study now. bye people.


my love for you is blind..

hi people i'm in school now. yes, alone and doing nothing. shit! as i expected, i couldn't study. and now i'm just slacking my ass off and listening to songs. i really need someone to push me. =(

i guess i'm still a little emo now and ya, can't really do anything about it except to make it worst by listening to emo songs. i just have no idea why i love emo songs. i can't say that they help to relieve stress, in fact they make it even worst. but ya, i still like emo songs. songs with very nice and 'inspiring' melody catches my attention too. be it a malay song, jap, indian or any other language, if it's nice i'll listen.

i've recently found this song called i believe by ayaka. it's a japanese song and although i couldn't understand a single word except a verse from the chorus, i still pretty much like it cos it's really inspiring. maybe i'll change my blog song to this and let everyone experience this feeling of inspiration.

anyway i reached school at around 1 plus and went to the alumni to have brunch with oliver. i lide to him and said that i was in deep trouble and asked him to rush to the alumni cos he was at the library. i didn't tell him what happened and he just rushed down in 5 mins to find out that i wanted him to have brunch with me. =x sorry oli. he thought someone was gonna beat me up or something but yeah, i was quite touched that he actually ran to the alumni to 'rescue' me. thanks bro, you're the best! although i know you wouldn't read this, but still i've to say thank you for having such a good friend like you. appreciate it.

so after brunch he had to go back to the library to continue his project discussion so i left for the atrium on my own. tried real hard to study but realised that i didn't download my notes! ok, maybe not all but ya, most of them. so i had to download every single one of them and by the time i finished downloading, i couldn't concentrate anymore. cos they were making me fall asleep! it was just like hypnotizing! and now i've really sinned cos i barely touched on anything at all. ok, i shall try again tomorrow.

anyway i just change my wallpaper to some artistic picture from deviant art. and below is the picture for your viewing.

yeah. now i'm waiting for khairul to finish class and go home with me. don't feel like going home alone. and qixin just came and sat in front of me. so ya, khai please hurry up and come!!!! bye.

ok, i just got home and i'm sick. luckily i got back in time to blog before 12am cos i don't wanna let this entry be seen as 30th january. by the way tomorrow (30th january) is my dad's birthday. too bad i won't be able to celebrate with him and get him any presents. sigh. he's not at home and i miss him. hope everything'll be fine for him. and ya, happy birthday dad! i love you..

alright, actually i was really emo today cos something happened in school and ya, i guess i was upset. so i think i dao-ed almost everyone and i'm sorry about that. didn't mean it though. just wasn't in any mood for anything. but ya, had micro and ob tutorial. did our presentation and got A for that.

after school we cabbed to town and ate subway. today's special was italian b.m.t and it was basically pepperoni, bacon and ham. nothing much. walked around and tried to find something nice for me to buy but couldn't so i had to watch my friends shop like crazy. anyway i think it's not that i couldn't find any nice clothes, but ya they just doesn't suit me. as in i look really weird everytime i try on something. and that's really sad. cos i wanted to get some prep stuff for justin's birthday party but i just couldn't find one that fits me. i'm really limited to like, t-shirts, jeans, collar shirt and nothing else. why!!!?? =(

from town to vivo city and i still couldn't find anything. i guess i can only wear something ordinary then. cos i'm just an ordinary boy with nothing to boast of and no one to turn to. sometimes i wish i can just lie down on a big big field and watch the clouds roll by, enjoy the breeze and relax myself. maybe i'll find a day when i'm free and just head down to marine parade's huge field and lie down there for a few hours. hope it'll help me to think better and ya, be more sensible about things.

anyway, sometimes i wish my friends would trust me more and not take me for granted. i know i can take jokes, but for certain things, i feel that i'm not capable of taking it. and i hate critisms especially. ok for example, if you think that i did something wrong, you can tell me nicely instead of like, just shout in my face. i've dignity, i've pride and i know that sometimes the words mean no harm. but i really hope that i can be treated with some respect. i'm that sorta person. if someone treats me nicely, i'll treat them like my bestfriend. but if someone starts to take me for granted and ill treat me, i'll make sure there'll be hell on earth.

and one more thing. i think i'm really going nuts. i don't know. but yeah, sometimes i really like to be alone. like tomorrow, i'm going to school alone to study. and i hope i can make use of the time to really study and not play games or watch videos. cos ya, i've to learn how to take my exams seriously as i've never really sat down to study alone before. so i hope everything's gonna turn out smoothly tomorrow. so wish me luck yeah? g'night.

i'm finding my way back to sanity, but i don't really know what i'm gonna do when i get there.

ok, seriously i'm freakin' BORED. nobody's talking to me but i don't feel like sleeping yet..or should i say i can't sleep yet..not when i've yet to achieve my target. haha. let's hope i can get some proper sleep latest at 2pm cos class is at 9am and i seriously don't wanna be late for class. ob presentation tomorrow and the stupid presentation's still not done yet. i wonder how're we gonna die tomorrow. haha.

oh by the way i think i'm really going crazy. yes, about everything. some things especially. i think i've got to get a hold of myself and show some patience. it's like i'm learning how to fly before i can even walk? and i'm afraid it'll actually ruin it. sigh. but the desire is just too strong. =( guess i just have to let everything go smoothly and hope it would turn out to be what i longed for. so now i'm waiting for khairul to update his blog cos he's also another bored man. haha. we're suffering the same fate.

oh by the way i wanna go to esplanade!! it's been eons since i last visited that cool and funky place. i love the bands playing there at night cos their songs are really awesome! how i wish i could play there someday. but seriously i don't even know how to play any musical instrument to begin with. so maybe i'll just train hard and hope that one day i'll be able to sing there? hahaha. ok, i think i'll become a laughing stock if i were to ever perform there. cos ya, my singing sucks big time! woo~

and now i guess i've got to go visit khai's blog and see what he's up to. haha. goodnight to all of mankind.

ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls! ok, this is stupid. haha. so yup, here i am blogging again after a day of extreme boredom at home. it's like i practically didn't do anything other than lying on my bed and watching heroes. one episode of heroes take about 50mins and i watched a whopping 8 episodes!!! hahaha.

i woke up at 10 this morning and couldn't get back to sleep so i decided to watch heroes on youtube. and other than lunch, dinner and toilet breaks, i didn't leave my bed for a single second! now my back's aching like crazy and i think my neck's gonna break anytime. hahaha. but i must say it's really nice cos yup, i said it before that i love stories related to mutants. they make me feel like having my own powers too! haha. ok this is lame, ignore me. but anyway, it was fun in a way cos i actually killed boredom itself before i let it kill me. =p

and thanks to somebody that i could only managed to get 4 hours of sleep. haha. but it's alright, i enjoyed myself anyway. heh. lalala~ i'm singing and i love to sing~ i'm crazy! wee~ oh and i just remembered that i told myself to study for the exams but i didn't do it at all! haha. screwed la. well, study session anyone? hahaha. i need somebody to motivate me or rather force me to study if not i really can't concentrate. yup, i'm still a kid and kids' attention span are always very short. haha. but let's hope i can wake myself up in time to really study for the upcoming exams cos if i don't, i might risk having to repeat the modules! and i seriously think it's dumb to repeat modules cos it'll mean that there'll be an extra semester at the end of year 3. which means it's VERY time consuming. so, i'd better not fail anything during the 3 years and may god bless me. =)

alright, i've to go watch vietnam vs thailand now so if there's anything anyone wants to talk to me about, just feel free to call me or find me on msn ya? bye peeps~ oh and it's gonna rain soon. haha.


messing around with dumbell's fun. i love it. woo~

singapore won malaysia on penalties!!! 5-4 actually. woo~ go singapore!

today was work for the whole day and it was super crowded today! i was practically working my ass off the whole day and didn't even realise how fast the time past. but i have to admit it was good cos i have my friends around me! =)

was really anxious about the singapore vs malaysia match and when my friend told me that malaysia had scored first, i was really devastated. but singapore equalised soon after so it calmed my nerves a little. but deep down inside i was actually hoping singapore would win but ya they had to take it to the penalties. so when work ended all of us went to the balcony to watch the penalty shootout. the situation was really tensed! the malaysian keeper got tricked 3 times and went the wrong way! hee. and thanks to lionel lewis for saving singapore and helping them progress to the finals! woo~ go singapore go!! haha.

alright no work tomorrow so i'm just gonna wake up and do my ob presentation. this week's gonna be the last week and then it'll be exams already. i haven't even started studying so i guess i've to find some time to really settle down to study rather than get distracted by the surroundings. let's pray hard that i'll do really well this time yeah? at least get a 3 for my gpa. hahaha. it's really embarassing to get below 3 so i have to spare some embarassment. =x

ok, so man utd's fa cup tie against portsmouth's gonna start soon. i'm gonna go watch and support them! woo~ bye!!

i'm finally back to my home sweet home. after such a long day i think i'm gonna collapse soon so i guess i'll just briefly talk about what happened today.

had snw in the morning and played damn long. went for breakfast at canteen two and to library to slack for two hours. met up with meiling, deidre and another guy (forgot his name) who's in np wakeboarding team and went to wheelock for fish & co. ate new york fish and chips and it didn't really taste any different from the normal one. haha. oh i had my favourite fried calamari too!! wee~

walked around a little in town and went to work. oh my gosh today was crazy! the boss assigned lots of newbies under me today and i had to teach them from scratch! so tiring! well i had to do all the transactions, reservations, membership subscriptions and closing alone! i think i'm sorta like superman today. heh.

so ya, took damn long to close the shop and took a train cos i wanna rush home to have a good rest. yeah. super tired. still have to work tomorrow. yawn. so i'll go and sleep now. hahaha. goodnight~ zzzZZZZ~~~

alright yours truly is back and better than ever! woo~

ok, i'm crazy i know. but i just watched american idol and i feel it's really good to pursue your dreams. but first you have to know your own limits and what you can't do. only then it will spur you on to greater success. actually i understand how the rejected contestants feel and although it's hilarious to watch them, i do feel some pity for them. cos they're all hopefuls and really wanted to make a name for themselves, just that god didn't give them the gift of being able to sing well enough. but i guess they have other special gifts in other ways as i feel that god is fair. so i wish all these hopefuls good luck in finding their own calling. cheers!

now back to myself. today was great cos we only had class from 9-12pm and i went to town with clement to search for a birthday present for his friend. haha. in the end it was ME who told him what to buy ok. but i don't blame him cos i know he just doesn't have a way with girls. hahaha. ok if he sees this i'll die. =x by the way, jiaxin introduced this new show to me and it's called heroes. it's sorta like x-men but it's a little to the gore side. haha. but it's still rather interesting cos ya, i'm very into sci-fi and shows about mutants. heh. now i'm at the second episode and i heard there's already an 11th one. so i guess i'm gonna go all the way and catch up to the latest one. haha.

ok, time for rantings. ya. firstly, i really don't know what i'm gonna be when i grow up. but ya, i'm just gonna take one step and a time and see how it goes. right now, i just feel like i'm lost. like there are no directions for me to take. and i'm just taking this route blindly. i know i can get emo and stuff but that's me. i think a lot. in fact sometimes i can even dream of things that felt so real. i don't know. i just like to go into deep thoughts and just analyse life, not just mine but everyone else's too. that'll be so interesting.

secondly, i love to sing. and after watching american idol i suddenly have this urge to join Singapore idol (if there ever will be another one) cos i feel that i can do much better than the previous time. i just feel like i've found my own style of singing and i would like to test myself out. even if i fail again, i'll tell myself not to give up and just strive even harder. cos most of the time, hunger really does drive a person to success. so i guess i'll have to work hard for it huh.

alright, lastly i just wanna say that i am LONELY!! =( ok, i know people would just ask me to just find some friends to pass my time but i feel that sometimes, not every friend can be there. it's like, everyone has their own commitments and stuff so i can't possibly bother them too much. i'm not desperate or something, i just want someone to share my happiness and sorrows with. whatever it is, i wanna share it with that somebody. i'm not exactly very close to my family so ya..sigh. i guess i'll have to endure this pain before that someone appears. so ya, guess i would have to smile and continue with my life. =)

yup pictures of desserts! wee~

sometimes one just loves to daydream. ok, today i was out with mel cos there weren't any classes today. went paragon's ding tai fung for brunch. oh my gosh, their xiao long bao is the BEST! haha. crystal jade isn't that far off too. anyway it brought out the curiosity in me as i wondered how do they actually insert the soup into the bao. as in like, in between the skin and the meat. it's such a feat that chinese are the ones to create this specialty. heh heh. oh and thanks to mel for footing the bill. =x

so after xiao long bao was bakerz in for desserts! ok, the portion was so tiny but the appearance was full marks! HOWEVER, the taste is a little...erm..extreme? cos we ordered a new york cheesecake, desire cake, lime sorbet, strawberry chocolate fondue and caramel vanilla mousse..the cheesecake and desire was good. but the lime sorbet was damn sour!! hahaha. i ate till my cheeks gone numb! ok, the chocolate fondue was alright cos i became a little sick of sweet stuffs and the mousse tastes like chawanmushi! heh.

so after the VERY expensive desserts, we went to plaza sing's mac to finish up my micro article. and i actually went home after that, which is like 6 plus? ok, i'm a good boy. =D oh ya, when we were having our desserts i was daydreaming about my life. hahaha. yup my IDEAL life. how i wish it would come true. haha. and just now i chatted with jin rui and i really envy him. cos he's good-looking, has a great body and never fails to attract girls. how i wish i could be like him. sigh. i'm like the exact opposite as compared to him. that is really unfortunate for me huh. but i just hope i can have a happy ending for my personal story yeah? hahaha. alright then. i guess i should go and get some rest now. having flu again due to the lack of sleep. have to regain back my fitness! haha. goodnight the whole solar system! =)

ok, today i'm a little high. heh.

anyway let's talk about school first. went to school for bstats lecture at 11am and was late for 5mins. and the lecture ended at 1115!! like what the..haha..cos it was revision lecture by ong poh leng and he practically told us what are the questions that will come out and that's it. we're free to go. lol. told you he's a damn good teacher. hahaha! ate at canteen two with my classmates and went to play basketball. actually we wanted to play volleyball but the stingy security uncle told us that there were no more volleyballs left. but when we went to check out there wasn't anybody playing! so ya, had to be contented with basketball. haven't touched it for ages!! hahahaha. had fun though. =)

went for bstats tutorial and went through regression which was the last chapter. i seriously think i need to study. cos i've got so much to know and so so so little time!! haha. oh then after tutorial i went to look for khairul and his fsv friends. not bad actually, cos they're quite friendly. so right now i'm waiting for qixin to do up my new blogskin. heh heh heh. so people await my new blogskin!! wee~ i'm gonna go do up my article now. sayonara!

i'm home! haven't bathe yet. got home from school. today was great!!!

at first i woke up late and cabbed to school. attended micro and ob tutorial then went straight to far east for chippy!! hahaha. actually it was quite ok, as in not particularly nice but not that bad either. haha. then went to raffles city to queue up for donuts!! haha. actually it was meiling and gang who queued while me justin and jacq went window shopping for prep clothes! cos i've to prepare for justin's birthday party and the theme is prep so ya, have to get something. and i don't even know what's prep! haha! and meiling & co. queued for an hour plus!! hahahaha.

went back raffles city to find them and ate some donuts. the appearance of it was nice but the taste was a little short compared to the appearance. so i didn't finished what i bought and gave it away to my friends. went for foc briefing and the people there was okay i guess. justin thought they were a little cheena but i guess that's cos he's ya, 'english'. so i'll be having some team bonding activities during march and trial camp and actual foc in march and april. and there'll be lots of meetings and stuff. hope it'll keep me occupied cos i've been rather lonely and bored. no relationships=no commitments. hahaha.

anyway i've yet to find my article to do it. so i guess i'll have to go find it now! bye people!!


i thought you said that you'd come find me..i thought you said you'd be home by now..

i'm in micro class now. damn boring. anyway MAN UTD LOST!!! ='( although i fell asleep like halfway during the match but i guess man utd became complacent after rooney scored a goal. but credits to arsenal for putting up a fantastic fightback to secure a win. cos arsenal went berserked during the last 20mins when robin van persie equalised and thierry henry provided the winning header to seal away their second win over man utd this season. argh. damn sad!! but it's ok, luckily man utd are still 6 points away from chelsea at the top of the table. go man utd!! go for glory!!! =)

PHEW~ just finished my e-portfolio for CIP. so stupid and screwed. actually i did one with dreamweaver then in the end it turned out to be the wrong one. grrr. had to re-do again using mel. luckily it wasn't really that hard. heh. but thanks to all those who helped and ya, thank you so much! =)

spent the whole day at home doing the portfolio. only went out to have breakfast with my family in the morning. man it was really tiring! at least i didn't even have a single clue on what to do so i called up lots of people and asked. then when i finally knew how to do it i did it wrongly! as in i did it on dreamweaver when it wasn't supposed to be on dreamweaver. it was actually supposed to be on mel so i had to spent like 2 hours trying to re-do it. and not to mention the 5 hours i've spent on the one in dreamweaver. but now that it's finally done, i guess i'll have to proceed to another assignment which is to cut out some dumb article on singapore's economy. -.- spare me my life please!! and i'm down with a serious flu again!! guess it's because i didn't have enough sleep last night.

Man united against Arsenal at 12am later on so i think i won't be able to sleep early again tonight. hahaha. so yeah, i've to go finish up on my article already. an early good night to all you people out there. =)

got back from work, tired. that's how i'm feeling at the moment and i guess everyone else is probably either enjoying themselves outside or chatting with their friends online. all except for me.

i'm lying on my sofa and half-watching soccer. so glad to hear that liverpool thrashed chelsea 2-0. now i'm just hoping for a manchester united win tomorrow. and i can celebrate my ass off! woo~

went for work early in the morning and yup, i totally agree that the most happiest times in life are to be able to have fun with your friends. they are the ones who'll bring you up when you're down and really make your day..and i've certainly learned to treasure friends even if i have a girlfriend. but yeah, i don't have one so friends are number one! haha.

oh ya, i'm not working tomorrow so i guess i'll stay at home to do some housework and studying. haha. yes, guys doing housework sounds weird but i'm one weirdo so i guess it's normal for me. if there's time i can go for a jog too! heh. but i'm still hoping that someone would ask me out tomorrow. ok, i sound like a girl. but who cares! =p

alright, so i guess i'm gonna go and bathe now and maybe sleep after that. so yup, bubbye!!

wee~ i'm finally back from work!!! damn tired now so i shall chop chop and finish this post.

ok, today's s&w was a lil' boring..but i felt this surge of sadness flowing through my body. i guess it's because it's the second last lesson of s&w. it didn't help at all when i went for cats. mr tio asked us to do some dumb activities as usual but i put in 200% effort and determination cos i didn't wanna disappoint him. and i felt so guilty after class when i actually forgot to bid a proper farewell to him. moreover, cats was the last lesson already. =( *i'm sorry mr tio!

went for lunch at canteen 1 and then to the atrium to watch performances by nra. ok, the girls look a lil' slutty at times but overall it was ok. haha. cut my hair at holland after that!! the salon's called Next. never heard of it but ya, it ate up my 40 bucks just for a simple haircut which i can always get it at 10 dollars anywhere. then meiling said tay ping hui was at the salon but i didn't see him at all!! haha. curse my luck!

walked around in town after that and then to work. work was ok i guess. but i was really tired and all so ya, really really lethargic!! tomorrow i'm working again, full shift somemore. so sad i'll miss chelsea vs liverpool match! haha. nevermind, liverpool shall kick chelsea's ass! =p

alright, i seriously need to get some precious sleep now. bye bye universe!

woooooooooooo yeaaaahhhhh!!! today was uberly fun!!! haven't had so much fun for a REALLY long time..haha!

ok, first it was micro make up lecture and i actually went for like, 15mins? heh. went kap mac for breakfast! i ate a mountain full of food and went back to school in my secondary school uniform for open house!!! played and joked and had so much fun! there were tonnes of games and prizes and we won quite a number of them..lol! we fooled people like nobody's business! haha. ms jamie teo was really nice cos she played along with us and claimed that we were her primary school students. yeah.

went to business block, convention centre, fms block, life science block and lastly the atrium to watch performances. took a few photos! haha. shall upload them for all to see. went to town after that for dinner! played a new game called risk which justin introduced and i was the biggest loser! hahaha. =p went food republic to eat and we really had so much fun there..everyone was basically laughing their asses off! well, i certainly hope there'll be even more of these activities to come before we change classes next year! *sad! really hope we could stay in a class throughout poly life cos it's like, this is really a fun and good class. although sometimes there're different opinions and conflicts, but at the end of the day, everyone still loves each other. and i believe that i will never ever forget all of TB25 and our escapades!!! =D

well, there's still s&w tomorrow and shaun's gonna come join us!! yay! which means we can play even more aggressively! hahaha. and i have to work tomorrow!! but it's ok, i guess i shall earn some money for shopping!! hee. oh and i really need to continue my driving lessons! just realised i stopped for damn long already..okok. i shall NOT be lazy and make my way down to bbdc to book my lessons soon. oh and i'm gonna cut my hair!! like finally..hate my hair now..have to cut off the coloured part. haha. so ya, i have to rest early for tomorrow! adios~

i'm finally home people. feeling really stressed and worn out. ok, although i've got no relationship problem to stress, but i wish i could at least have someone to talk to. =(

well, i guess overall today was rather adventurous. cos we crashed jjc! alright alright, i'll try my best to upload the pics asap ok? cos i've got no cardreader and ya, have to borrow from someone. ok back to jjc crashing. well, met them at 720 but i reached at 650!! so i went here and there in search of a hairdye spray. but so sad all the shops were still closed. so ya, took a cab and sneaked into jjc. i shoved up my hair and walked past the principal without knowing that it was the principal. haha. but yeah, he just asked me to cut my hair and we went to hide in a corner of the school during the assembly. it was really scary cos we didn't know whether there would be anyone patrolling or not. haha.

joined them back at the SYNTHETIC field (as meiling ALWAYS emphasized on) and went to the canteen to eat prata!! haha. the principal came halfway and told us some stupid stuff and went off so we were like, 'phew'. then more trouble came cos the DM saw us and came over to talk to us, all thanks to caleb's barker uniform. he asked us what class we were from and caleb told him that we're from s38 when the classes were actually up till s31!!!! the DM played dumb and was like, 'oh 38! science class right?' hahaha. like what the hell la! then he sat down and told us some shit story about when he was in yunnan for some exchange trip. and he actually held clement's hand!!! we were damn disgusted ok! hahaha. but i guess clem suffered the most. cos before the DM came, the principal touch him on his back too!!! HAHAHAHA. so freaking hilarious!

walked around in school and took more photos! hahaha. crashed a lecture but nearly got found out!! the teachers were asking, 'are yall from this class?' then we said we entered the wrong lecture and quickly made an escape for the exit!! went all the way to the canteen again and left for town shortly after.

ate suki sushi for lunch and it was OHHHH SOOOO GOOODDD! haha. caleb was doing his stupid conveyor belt sushi-watching to look for the sushis that he likes, and he look so bloody funny!! so dumb too! hahaha. then it was back to school and everyone was staring at us like some martian freaks cos of our school uniform. some even asked whether the open house started already not. haha. then we went for micro make up tutorial and had helluva fun time! library after that and even more fun!! camwhored big time!! haha.

went to watch shaun play for his volleyball competition and played with him for a while. then went to watch ngee ann floorball team play against SIM at the sports hall. it was a tough match but in the end we came up winners!! the scoreline was 2-0. congrats NP! haha. waited for khairul to finish and went home together.

ok, now i can't make up my mind whether to join volleyball or floorball as a cca. i don't know which is better for me cos i like both sports and would certainly like to try them. adding on to the fact that i would also love to represent NP in competitive matches! die!!! someone please help me decide!

so tomorrow's uniform day again cos we're gonna act as sec sch students and visit the open house. haha. meeting them in the morning for lecture first then going after that. hope it'll be fun. woo~ i'll take my leave now. goodnight world!

alright. today was ok i guess. went to school for ocom table topics. well, this time my topic was 'leadership & management, are they interchangeable?' which i think i did not bad. haha. at least i had something to say and didn't beat about the bush like the last time. and lee geok lian actually nodded her head about what i said!!! which is really encouraging. haha.

well, clem, roxanne and i skipped bstats lecture and went to have lunch instead. haha. help john with his tutorials after that and found out that john was gonna get kicked out of ngee ann if he was to miss another class and doesn't do anything about it. and he told us that lee geok lian actually cried while talking to him!! which was such a shocker! lol~ well, i guess the only person who could make lee geok lian cry is john. haha. went for bstats tutorial shortly after and i got 35/60 for bstats test!! i don't really know whether to be happy or sad cos it was like, such a surprise that i would pass but at the same time it was such a lousy mark. hahaha. well, i know i'm contradicting myself. but ya, who cares? =p

played volleyball at the sports complex and everything was really cool. but my knee just wouldn't be obedient and was hurting all the time!! even when the competition started it was still hurting. ok, speaking about the competition, we didn't qualify for the quarters. =( but we won two matches and that's already considered an amazing feat! good job everyone!! but i'm just really disappointed in myself cos i was not playing to my full potential. partly because my knee was hindering my performance, but i guess i just wasn't hardworking enough. sigh. but now it's all over, so yeah. i guess i've to move on and become a better person. =)

ate at bukit timah market with my team after that and left for home. crashing jjc tomorrow!!! can't wait! but i can't find hair dye to spray my hair black! how?? and i haven't try my secondary school uniform for the longest time! wonder how i'll look like. hahaha. better be good. well, we're meeting 7am tomorrow at boon lay interchange and i guess i'll have to make a trip to ntuc to search for hair dye. wish me luck yeah? hope i won't get caught and will make it back in one piece. hee. so i guess that's all for today huh. take care folks! good night.

yes, as the title suggests, ocom to hell!! hahaha. today was totally disastrous. ok, at first it was quite alright cos we didn't have micro tutorial so i reached school at around 1040 for ob tutorial. ob was rubbish and i just spent the whole of two hours studying ocom notes. or rather looking at it. went to the library afterwards with shaun to study ocom for an hour plus and got distracted by all the crashing jc stuffs. yes, we're crashing jjc on wednesday!! WEE! ok back here, went for ocom test unprepared and suffered the consequences. and that is to, NOT understand a single thing about the test. oh my gosh the feeling of not knowing anything really sucked!! it made me feel like a lost kid wandering about in the streets searching for my mom. yes, SO LOST!


ok, annoying things aside, volleyball today was quite fun. well, for me anything related to sports is fun. haha. i can't wait for tomorrow's competition! oh and i think i'm gonna get some nagging from the security guard cos i didn't return the volleyball i borrowed. but he has my student card so i guess we're quits? haha.


ocom table topics first thing tomorrow!! die, i guess ocom's really gonna screw up my life. i can't even breathe for a day! piles and loads of assignment waiting for me!! ok, i sound like a psycho but heck! who doesn't panic when he/she has so many things to finish and so little time! oh and more crap to add up to my already panicky state of mind, I CAN'T OPEN THE TABLE TOPIC FILE RACHEL SENT ME!!! this time i'm just gonna die. msn says the mail contained a virus. grr..guess i've to ask someone to send me asap.


987's playing 'how to save a life'!! woo~ love that song to bits. haha. ok random. i know. but anyway, i just wish someday, somehow, someone would help me get into the entertainment circle. i wanna sing, act and do everything related to the entertainment industry!!! yup, that's my interesting. too bad i didn't choose film, sound and video and mass comm as my course. =( but owels, hope business studies' gonna get me on the right track to being my own boss. hahaha. yes, daydreaming you might say. but i believe that when there's a will, there will be a way. hope my way would be the right one. haha. alright folks, i've to go find somebody to send me the topics already. good night peeps and wish me luck for tomorrow's ocom and volleyball competition! =)

ok, this is my first serious post since the creation of this blog. so yeah.


first thing i wanna say is, I'M DEAD!! ocom test tomorrow and i'm still using my computer and not studying!! ARGH~ haha. i'm screwed la. adding to the fact that i'm down with a flu. like what the hell! lindsay matovich sms-ed me saying that there's no microecons lesson tomorrow, cos she's also sick..so i guess that's a blessing in disquise for me cos i'll be able to wake up a little later tomorrow! haha.


anyway, it's been god-knows-how many donkey years since i've last blogged so ya, i'm still a bit rusty. haha. pardon me yeah? but i'll try my best to make my posts as 'interesting' as possible.


ok, so to start it off, today's weather was really cold. which explains why i've got flu. and it's just so nice to just lie on your bed and sleep throughout the day. but i guess i can only do that during the holidays cos there're like TONS of work to be done. -.- if only holidays would come earlier. haha.

actually i've been doing a lot of thinking recently. pondering bout stuffs like what i'm gonna do when i grow older. what would my wife and kids look like. how would i live, rich or poor. ya basically all these redundant stuffs. but yeah, i guess even as i'm typing this, there're people out there wondering about all these questions in life but ya, it's all down to themselves to decide their own fate. so from today onwards, i'm gonna decide mine. nobody else would make my life miserable. as there's a saying that goes, 'pain is inevitable, misery is choice'. so no matter what kinda pain i suffer in the future, there won't be the word 'misery' in my life anymore. *cheers!

so now i'm actually searching for my long lost blog contacts cos i deleted my blog and everything went down the drain just with a click of the mouse. haha. so anyone who happens to pass by this blog please do link me yeah? your effort would be deeply appreciated. heh.

alright, i guess that's all for today. i've to go study for my test tomorrow!! ciao~

yup. i'm back. ok, i know it's like, FINALLY. but yeah it took me quite a while to decide to make a comeback. so i guess i've to re-collect all my friends' links and all. oh by the way, happy 2007~